Impure Thoughts

Once more...
Thoughts running through
Through my head
Death
Tragedy
My own
Impure thoughts
Eternal slumber
Not impossible to achieve
Hate conquers love
Death conquers all
Good-bye
Good-bye world

Come with Me

i found you, my love, here tonight
come to me with open arms
and hold me tight
you are my love, you are my life
come with me and love me right
you understand me oh so well
my every emotions you can tell
come with me to a far off place
a place where no man can ever trace
you and me, together--alone
come with me to my home
there you and i can live together
you and me, bound forever
come with me to my heart
there you can stay, and we will never part
our love so strong binds each other
come with me, above the world we shall hover
look down at the world below
be with me and to you the world i shall show
come with me to the heavens above
i'll show you my feeling, i'll show you my love

er..i was bored..and it's valentine's day, so what better then a poem to your love?  hope you all have a wonderful valentine's day!  i haven't written a love song in a while..

Questions..

how do you do this to me?
you make me love you-yet hate you
why don't you just let me be?
my head hurts to think about you
is that something you know?
i miss you-but i forgot about you
how is this so?
your face haunts me
day and night
so common now
i have no more energy to put up a fight
i wrote you this last poem
a poem to let you know
as you are reading this
my mind is taking the final blow
as you read these last few words
my body shall be falling to the ground
if you stay quiet enough..
maybe you'll hear the sound
the sound of my body hitting the floor
echoing around the room
promise this when i'm gone
don't ever, ever visit my tomb

why do all my poems end in death?  so morbid..oh well..it's all crap anyways..

i tried to drink away my sorrows
tried to erase your memory
nothing would do
i tried to keep my mind free
but your face won't leave
..won't leave me alone..
pretending you didn't exist my mind won't believe
everytime the phone ring
i think of you..
you and your endless conversations of nothing
when there is a knock on my door
i think of you..
you and that face i oh so adore
but you aren't ever there
you don't think of me
you don't even care
when you were in my life
i felt invincible
but then you stabbed me with a knife
you ignored me
just..ignored me
you broke down my invincibility
my heart was shattered
you didn't care
you watched it splatter
my life became pointless
when i was with you
i felt bliss
but now..it ends
no one understands
not my family..not my friends
so now i stand in the sun
feeling the warmth i cannot feel anymore
i stand there with a gun
the sound shatters the silence around me
i fall..fall..so slowly i fall..
but you still are the last image i see

umm..my fatal attempt to write..